Find a way to kill myself

Before you find me

Hiding in my bed

With the lights off

Everyone felt vacant and

I will never reach them

We had a tryst

What happened to it

We grew too old

We grew apart

I'm walking so close to traffic again, I know

I'm walking so close to traffic again, I know

I found a way to disconnect (open arms)

It was easier than you said (close your mind)

I always wondered where all of my dad's friends went

I get it now

The years won't bring them back

We had a tryst

What happened to it

With seasons cold

And summers apart

What happened to us

I already know

I won't make it home

It will never go

Staying low, I'm stuck so low

Staying low, I'm stuck so low