These Days

A heart like mine is a hard one to love

'Cause I've gotten real damn good at really fucking things all up

Now I'm fighting demons in the dark

I don't know where I should start

Oh Lord, I'm spiralling again

Oh and I

Just wanna make it through the night

Oh and I

I just wanna feel alive

When that sun comes up, feel the warmth on my skin

I count every day these days as a win

As a win

Oh and I've been sinking down

Try to scream but can't make a sound

Tell me, is it all just in my head

And I've grown so numb to it all

Oh God, here comes the fall

I just wanna get some rest

Oh and I

Just wanna make it through the night

Oh and I

I just wanna feel alive

When that sun comes up, feel the warmth on my skin

I count every day these days as a win

As a win

Doctor what is my disease?

I guess it's in the family tree

Won't you help me out of this hell

Oh, 'cause I

Just wanna make it through the night

Oh and I

I just wanna feel alive

When that sun comes up, feel the warmth on my skin

I count everyday

I pray to God I make it to the next day

I count everyday these days as a win

As a win

Hmm