bitch i’m trying to

i would have done it if i wanted to

i know i know, i don’t have words for what i’m going through

but bitch i’m trying to

i hope you’re trying too

i just checked and i’m blessed

woke up, got to see another day

it’s grey but today at least

i can feel my legs

*imagine not being able to feel your legs*

What's the time?

oh shit i need to get up and leave

i try but i get reminded I’m weak

everyday of the week

man i try my best

just tryna travel the globe

wish my ideas would take me further from home

london i love you but the bar is so low

don’t nobody care but expect you to grow

bro how?

some tell me how? been tryna figure out

these thoughts be so fucking loud

I’m just tryna live in the now

as much as my brain would allow

bitch i’m trying to

i would have done it if i wanted to

i know i know, i don’t have words for what i’m going through

but bitch i’m trying to

i hope you’re trying too

the good outweighs the bad !

thats what i tell myself when i’m feeling sad

and when i think people moving mad

true say, deep down, honestly it be making me glad cause everyday my gut proves me right

and i told myself i would take my time

don’t care. didn’t ask. plus you’re white

it’s ok ! you was never supposed to get it

if shit gets awkward then we let it ! *go

if it’s worth talking bout we bless it

i don’t like that tone though so dead it