I’ve been smiling

and it makes me nervous

all I’m thinking is oh my god i don’t deserve this

 

I’ll just lie awake in the darkness

bring it all back up to the surface

leave me high and dry, yeah I’m so sure of it

 

put me above the rest

and only see my best side

but you don’t know what i know

 

the night is coming soon

i see it from my bedside

begging you to let go

 

you say I’m wrong

but it’s not in my head

I’m not enough to die for

 

being alone

ain’t worse than being dead

I’m not enough to die for

not enough to die for

 

got a past life

but you don’t know it

all the things that I’ve done, i paid for, but i don’t show it

 

watch you walk away, like i told ya

another ending making me older

got me feeling strange and its taking over

 

put me above the rest

and only see my best side

but you don’t know what i know

 

the night is coming soon

i see it from my bedside

begging you to let go

 

you say I’m wrong

but it’s not in my head

I’m not enough to die for

 

being alone

ain’t worse than being dead

I’m not enough to die for

not enough to die for