Don't think because my black skin real that I don't feel

Yeah I pray for change but I gotta start with myself

I gotta start with my health then calculate up my wealth

In that order, if you believe in salvation then he'll be back for you

I'm talking holiness, what do I believe? My destiny I know got a holding it

Cause I remember killing off my brain, putting holes in it

Right now I'm switching lanes, avoid the crash, I gotta roll with it

Yeah, I'm young but I ain't dumb so I ain't holding it

Your pistol or your packs, remember days I had no luck with it

My mama used to tell me, young man don't **** with it

Yeah we born sober but somehow we fall in love with it

The drugs, money and them women with the plugs

Still remember times when I was three days up, that's what it was

Now I'm in the courtroom cause I gotta face the judge

That's one of the scariest feelings in the world

Cause you never know what's gon' happen

So you gotta pray

Life a death decision, think about it when you make it

Yeah I got some homies in the grave, that's heartbreaking

Sometimes I wanna cry because my heart still aching

And then I really cry because I know the Lord saved me

Yeah, going through these trials and tribulations

Dirty dancing with the devil, you can call me Patrick Swayze

Yeah, man I know the Lord and he amazing

He saved me from myself when I ain't really had no patience

Like who are we to judge? I be thinking about it daily

Imagine if your homeless on the street switching places

You better show grace, we all rats in the races

Try and keep up with the Joneses, we losing paces

Gotta put it down sometimes, you don't know what you drinking

Gotta slow it down at times, you don't know what you thinking

I just heard a sound from that old head, yeah he was preaching

I just said a prayer, yeah my arms they had me reaching

You know I was, I was going through some things that uh

That I thought I wouldn't survive but um

That's why I know God is good, and um

Like they say prayer changes things, you know

I just kept on praying and um

Look, I just kept my head up in them times when it felt that hard

Had so many sinful ways I had to fall back, Lord

Thinking about my life, you know I prayed through them bad parts

Trauma with the family, when you black you know you can't avoid

We don't talk about it, see the dirt, we sweep it in the yard

That's hate, not love, man I pray you get it out your heart

Lost a lot of loved ones on this road, you can't replace them, boy

Death is the only thing promised, ain't no mistaking, boy

I can see the light tunnel vision, you know I wait for it

I'm just trying to live out my days closer unto the Lord

Yeah, I do a dance and I pray singing my favorite part

Yeah

Ain't got too much left to say but um

Let it ride out