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Recently these days I find

Myself numbed, but still surprised

Optimistic; but still bracing myself for a fall

Practising my best excuses

Hoping that this mood defuses

This is not sustainable, yeah

This is not ok

All this time I've wasted building

A way to keep my dreams from dying

And while I should be making progress

Instead I'm here still barely moving

If I could remember

If I could retain

All the confidence that came so easily before

Well would it make a difference?

And how could I tell?

Because obviously, it's easy to see

That the words don't come so well

Cos all these times I've wasted building

A way to keep my dreams from dying

And while I should be making progress

Instead I'm here still barely moving

Its 5 years now and I'm done playing

Holding on and biding my time

But luck comes our way now

Cos this is the end...

...or this is the start?

Well fuck this waiting

I'll press on ahead with open heart

Now I'm taking charge of my emotions

And all the while I'm making progress