Habits

I am a creature of habit

And I move in circles around you

I will admit there's a pattern

One I created myself

None of my lovers dared leave me

I grew impatient and stale

Didn't look back once I'd left them

'Cause I always expected to fail

But this time it's different

The rules don't apply

But I need some distance to step out of line

So grant me this wish and meet me back here in a year

If we still exist, I can let go of my fear

Fear of normalcy

Fear of the solid walls of our future and let go of my past