I hate this mess, you'd hate it too

I'm ashamed I'm not like you

I need more time to make it clean

There's still too much of me in me

I'm at my worst, my psych can't help

I can't do things by myself

I'm wearing clothes that were on the floor

I can't hold it anymore

Cry and cry and cry it out

Until my eyes run like rivers

Cry all day and cry all night

Until my eyes are dry as deserts

All my tears stain my sheets

I let 'em ruin everything

Makeup runs, face is pale

Fall on to all fours and wail

Body shakes, pounding heart

Missing you will be too hard

Sea levels rise, the flood appears

Drowning in my thousand tears