The Way I'm Wired

Cancelled again

I'm a bad friend

Got out of bed just to get back in again

Oh

Now I'm lying on the cold floor in the bathroom

And the painkillers don't work like they used to

And the doctors say I'm fine

Must be all in my head, right?

I'm alive, but I'm not living

And it's time I just admit it

I'm sorry that I'm sick and I'm oh so tired

Forgive me, it's just the way I'm wired

On the outside I look fine

But inside

My body, my mind is

Someone I don't recognise

I swear I'm losing this fight

Sorry that I'm sick all the time and I'm oh so tired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's my body

She's against me

She's a warrior

But she's hurting

I'm proud of her

I wanna be there for her

But I can't seem to put her first

Scared that I'm gonna lose everyone

'Cause these days I'm just no fun

Used to dance all night long

Now I work and just stay home

I'm alive, but I'm not living

And it's kills me to admit it

I'm sorry that I'm sick and I'm oh so tired

Forgive me, it's just the way I'm wired

On the outside I look fine

But inside

My body, my mind is

Someone I don't recognise

I swear I'm losing this fight

Sorry that I'm sick all the time and I'm oh so tired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's just the way I'm wired

I don't need no sympathy

Just don't want you to think bad of me

If I'm flaking 'cause I'm breaking

It's not that I don't care

It's so hard to talk about

And I hate that I've let you douwn

I miss you, I want to be there

I'm sorry that I'm sick and I'm oh so tired

Forgive me, it's just the way I'm wired

On the outside I look fine

But inside

My body, my mind is

Someone I don't recognise

I swear I'm losing this fight

Sorry that I'm sick all the time and I'm oh so tired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's just the way I'm wired

It's just the way I'm wired