Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses

Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses

Are we living in a nightmare

Tryna run but I get nowhere

I stay up late at night scared to sleep

Lately demons make it hard to breathe

All me demons say they love me

Take advantage when I'm lonely

But I won't be taken I got God

Tear me into pieces let me rot

I been cast aside chopped me at my roots

Cuts so deep I'm dying my feelings left on mute

Please don't cut me off when I'm tryna breathe

Recycle all the toxins letting out a silent scream

Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses

Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses

Seen the grim reaper once or twice

Luckily I had enough to pay the price

No one has the heart to save a life

Long as it ain't them they won't think twice

They drain my blood like Dracula

And now I'm crashing out

It happens because I explore the dark

I pray to Lord I don't get lost

Every time I try to fly all they do is shoot me down

That's why I'm gon' leave tonight IFR through the clouds

Peace can be lonely I get sick in crowds

Teach me be Holy trumpets from the clouds

Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses

Lord I'm wishing for love and I'm wishing for trust

Every time I get someone next to me we get so close

Love don't last so I turn to small doses