Mom, I've done it again

I'm sorry I swear

I hope, I hope that you care

But I'd looked everywhere

The sound, the silence of pain

It drives me insane

And she, her voice and her smell

Don't ask I can't tell

Oh no, here it goes again

I know, know it's not supposed, supposed to be like this

I wish to press the pause, and try again

This, this time I'll never miss, just one more try

Please, I beg you, please, just pause I need a second

Shame, I try not blame

But it's on me again

There ain't nothing left to save

And we are not the same

Fault, it always was my fault

And now's just when it showed

Today, is just another day

Tomorrow will it rain?

Who knows?

By now just hide the pain

I know, know it's not supposed, supposed to be like this

I wish to press the pause

And try again

This, this time I'll never miss, just one more try

Please, I beg you, please, just pause

I need a second kiss

And then when we make love, I hope that it's not you

And just another girl to help me make it through

I wanna fix my head, I wanna see it clear

But all the clues I have they seem to disappear

I'm just a dynamite, in seconds I'll explode

And on the outside I'm acting tough and cold

I wish I could be proud when looking at my past

But when I see her eyes I know I failed the test

I know, no it's not supposed

Supposed to be like this

I wish to press the pause

And try again

This, this time I'll never miss

Just one more try

Please, I beg you, please, just pause

I need a second kiss