I Know, It's for the Better

I'm lying so easy now

each day I'm getting better at

mimicking you and now

It's like I believe it

When I

Lean to you in your car

and my shoulder touches yours

I say I feel nothing

And when you're

Talking about us

I can't help but cut you off

Or pretend to not hear it

Cause I know that

I'm not what you want no

I just keep the cold out

push away it's for the better now (the better now)

I know you

if I let myself want you

I'll only end up dead or gone or miserable

push away it's for the better now

I know, it's for the better

I got my own way to make

everything a little harder

I overcomplicate

And think that it will make me smarter

Oh I

I let you come close just

never close enough to

get a taste of us

Cause I know that

I'm not what you want no

I just keep the cold out

Push away it's for the better now

the better now

I know you

If I let myself want you

I'll only end up dead or gone or miserable

I push away it's for the better now

I know it's for the better

Oh I

I play out the scene

entertain the feeling

then I let you slip