Have a habit to hold baggage

Leaving space for nothing new

It's my tactic to unpack it

And my excuse to bring you up in every single room

Thought if I held on to patterns

And people just like you

That losing you'd feel lighter

But you were not a catalyst

Just a weight to break through

You're still my favorite fender bender

Could've been worse, but who's to say?

'Cause though I lived despite of you

We still collided at the same time and at the same place

Call it fate or call me stupid

I might've been, but now I know

That I can still remember you

As someone who was great but caused a minor fatal blow

I keep basking in bad weather

Knowing well if I walked further

There's bright side 'round the corner

It's just a little further, but

I tend to walk the border

Can't seem to let go of

The thought that you were better

Refused to see that you and me

Was something just made up

How our paths were in alignment

How the dents were worse than truth

So what, it's all imagined

Even if so, the heights I'd go to keep me close to you