Shadow Self

Make me loose my decency

Let loose all the worst that lingers within me.

I just don’t know myself

I just don’t know myself

There’s a shade that’s around me

Darker than it never ever used to be

I just don’t know myself

I just don’t know myself anymore

I feel like I am on fire

Burning in dark desire

And when the flames are gone

It’s not you , its not mine, that shadow is me

And this time I‘m waiting

Watching my conscious fading

And when it all is gone

It’s not you, its not me its my shadow self

Make me loose my Modesty

There is all the evil lurking in the deep

And it’s creeping up on me

You’re creeping up on me

I love it when you’re hating me

You hate the Monster I became eventually

Oh you just don’t know me well

You just don’t know myself anymore

I don’t know what I’ve become anymore

Empty like a silhouette on the floor

And I will never be who I was before

But I guess it suits me well, my shadow self

Oh lately I’m on fire

Burning with dark desire

Coming from deep below

It’s not you it’s not mine that shadow is m