"emily"

Secretly knew you would be there

Playin' songs about me in front of Jackie

Fully awake when I locked the door

Even heard you knockin' at me

The runnin' joke of my friend group

But shit wasn't funny

Pushed and pushed and pushed you away

When all you did was love me

I feel like an archeologist

Looking back on all of our history, I

Realize did the same shit to you that my ex did to me, I

Can't even sugarcoat it

Or make it sound better

I airplane-moded all your calls and ripped up all your letters, oh

Ain't no way you don't hate me

Readin' through your blog, you won't even name me

Instead you call me Emily

Yeah, now you call me Emily

Ooh, now you call me Emily, oh-oh

No, we really don't call each other anything anymore

And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me yours

Code names

Now you writin' shit in code names

Got me decipherin' code names

I know you coulda gotten more creative than that

There wasn't no thought, wasn't no call back

Sounded like you just said the first name that sounded like my name, and boy, I ain't blamin' you

It was fall asleep next to you, wake up hungover, and drive to the airport to pick my up ex

Then not talk to you for the whole week

Hit you back as soon as he leave

Soon as he leaves, I'll call you

But now I can't call ya

So now I tell my whole friend group I wanna say sorry

And they all say it's way, way too late, so this is me calling

I feel like an archeologist

Lookin' back on all of our history, I

Realize I did the same shit to you that my ex did to me, I

Can't even sugarcoat it

Or make it sound okay

Make out with my friends at parties right in front of your face, oh-oh

Ain't no way you don't hate me

Readin' through your blog, you won't even name me

Instead you call me Emily

Yeah, now you call me Emily

Ooh, now you call me Emily, ah

No, we really don't call each other anything anymore

And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me yours

And it's crazy 'cause you used to call me