I'll Stay Awake

This bandage will bleed, hiding underneath

The cover of a lie

I’ll barely breathe, air cutting through my teeth

It’s better to stay blind

(To stay blind, to stay blind)

(To stay- to stay blind)

I don’t know what I’m looking for

But I, I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

The time I wasted searching for a sign

I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

Ink from a pen, a cramp in my hand

I’m writing hate mail to myself

Words written down come with the sound

Like they’re said by someone else

I don’t know what I’m looking for

But I, I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

The time I wasted searching for a sign

I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

Vicious crimes of a liar

Would you let me in?

Would you let me in?

I don’t know what I’m looking for

But I, I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

The time I wasted searching for a sign

I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

And if you think it’s possible to find

I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

I won’t be a victim of my mind

I’ll stay awake (I’ll stay awake)

I feel the vodka in my throat

Taste the alcohol that I know

I feel my eyelids slipping closed