So goddamn wrong and unapologetic

To detach from all this mess

But stuff just keeps happening

So goddamn wrong and unapologetic

Not to refuse

Be ready to miss those opportunities to spot the lies

I know, I tried

I manifested many times

I know, I tried

To manifest utopia

This broken but determined heart

Still keeps seeing that one distant horizon

Longing to play a new part

There's not one thing that could force me to go back to the start

I have been like this before

But everything I want is just a horizon apart

But life just keeps happening

No one can even fathom why

Though I'm tired and sore, I choose to prevail

Therefore I will not ignore getting more

We're all feeding these perfect illusions

There's not one thing that could force me to go back to the start

I have been like this before

But everything I want is just, just a horizon apart

Desperate to resonate with everything

Our late imagination tended to create

The three of swords - the outcome that always seemed the same

Now it's not the same

All the right intentions

Brought these winds of change

Swept right through

Crumbled fast all the past foundations

Until the tower fell

Endless sets of parallels are pulling me in

Pulling me closer to thee

Closer to thee

Am I just a fool?

Yeah, I'll gladly be a fool