Backstab (feat. Dead/Awake)

I'm just

Caught in the crosshairs

Of one of your rash decisions

I hear you calling my name

But I refuse to listen

Replay it back to me like a broken fucking record

All just another coarse reminder of the trauma that followed

I couldn't believe when you told me that

It all wasn't just a simple mistake

'Cause in the end I took the

Fall

Did you ever really care at all

Or was I your leverage

You narcissistic

Egocentric

Scheming little motherfucker

Fall

Do you even care at all

I'm sick of your shit

They all tried to warn me that you'd hide the knife

But I didn't listen so I paid the price

How does it feel to be branded a failure

To see everything you love disappear

You'll never find your solace

You'll never find your peace here

Stupid bitch talking behind my back

Bet a stack

When I see you that i'm on the attack

I've always known that a backbone is what you lack

I heard every word and there's no taking it back

Empty lies from an empty soul

Your empty promises are getting old

Should have known since that you enter the fold

You were cold

Gave us coal

When you promised me gold

Fucking numb to the words you're speaking

You should practice what you're preaching

Look like a joke and I wish you would choke

On all the lies you've been shoving down my fucking throat

Go

I try to tell myself that things would be okay

But you'll never understand

How it feels to be thrown to the side

If you ever cared at all

You'd try to change

I'm sick of living in constant fear

Of your abuse