I Wanna Know

Im trying my best cuz i wanna know

Am i really worth it or will i stay below

Underneath the line I drew alone

Drew alone

Yeah you should know

I'm chasing something, but don't know what

Keep saying "soon," but I've lost the plot

I'm caught in the mess that I made for me

Made for me

But I'm feeling free

Is this what I want, or did I just pretend?

Is it even real, or am I just misled?

Is it worth the fight, or should I just give in?

Is it you I'm missing, or just the way it's been?

Is this what I want, or did I just pretend? (Just pretend)

Is it even real, or am I just misled? (Just misled)

Is it worth the fight, or should I just give in? (Just give in)

Is it you I'm missing, or just the way it's been?

I tried to clean, but made more mess

Some things are better left unpressed

I fake a task to feel complete

Don't even know what I believe

I dreamed I made it, reached the top

But the view was empty, the lights won't stop

I thought I'd feel peace, but I felt alone

Now I'm asking questions Google wouldn't know

Is this what I want, or did I just pretend?

Is it even real, or am I just misled?

Is it worth the fight, or should I just give in?

Is it you I'm missing, or just the way it's been?

Is this what I want, or did I just pretend? (Just pretend)

Is it even real, or am I just misled? (Just misled)

Is it worth the fight, or should I just give in? (Just give in)

Is it you I'm missing, or just the way it's been?

Maybe I'm fine, maybe I'm fried

Maybe I'm just losing my mind

Said I'd be better, but I lied

Who even cares? At least I tried

Is this what I want, or did I just pretend?

Is it even real, or am I just misled?

Is it worth the fight, or should I just give in?

Is it you I'm missing, or just the way it's been?