I, I don't wanna think too hard

I don't wanna think at all day

My anxiety's on replay

Sometimes I just wanna crash this car

Drive it right off the highway, Jk

That's just me on Sundays

Cause what's it like to just let go

To lose my mind, to really lose control

Up all night

Split down the middle in a fight or flight

I'm just a little in panic mode

I'm up down, up down, up down, up down

I'm not alright

Split down the middle in a fight or flight

I'm just a little in panic mode

I'm up down, up down, up down, up down

I, I don't mean to be so dark

Didn't mean to lose my spark

It's just hard when life deals you a wild card

And I'm trying to protect my heart

But it's made of spare parts

From junk yards, dead ends

And false starts

Cause what's it like to just let go

To lose my mind, to really lose control

Up all night

Split down the middle in a fight or flight

I'm just a little in panic mode

I'm up down, up down, up down, up down

I'm not alright

Split down the middle in a fight or flight

I'm just a little in panic mode

I'm up down, up down, up down, up down

Ooh ooh ooh

I'm up down, up down

Ooh ooh ooh

I'm up down, up down

Ooh ooh ooh

I'm up down, up down

Ooh ooh ooh

I'm up down, up down