If there's a reason

For this change of feeling

I don't need to keep it

They'll judge me anyway

Hurting and healing

Please tell me the meaning

Lately I been feeling

Like it's hurting anyway

I still flashbacks of my old home

When I'm sitting in this Lambo

I lost my friends to the back roads

Shotguns penitentiary's & Rambos

Now my heart looks like a black hole

I'm tired I'm tired I need to outgrow

Everything that I know

& whatever I have been shown

I just need to let go

But it's hard when you've always

Shown love

They say cocaine's a rich mans drug

But I know coke heads

That are living at there mums

2 daughters no job 2 son

& I know

That could never be me

I ain't judging I'm just telling you what I see

Nittys pinning kids missing you won't believe

I see a shooting years before I was teen

I still flashbacks of my old home

When I'm sitting in this Lambo

I lost my friends to the back roads

Shotguns penitentiary's & Rambos

Now my heart looks like a black hole

I'm tired I'm tired I need to outgrow

Everything that I know

& whatever I have been shown

Its just hard to let go

But it's easy when parents are both there

Not just visible the feeling that they care

They understand you

You're path in life is so clear

Even if you're born rich life is unfair

That can never be my child

I ain't judging as a parent I know it's wild

All the drama now you're armours involatile

But tell your kid you love em

They ain't felt it in a while

Now there's a reason

For this change of feeling

You don't need to keep it

They'll love you anyway

Hurting and healing

Please tell me the meaning

Lately I been feeling

Like I'm healing everyday

I still flashbacks of my old home

When I'm sitting in this Lambo

I lost my friends to the back roads

Shotguns penitentiary's & Rambos

Now my heart looks like a black hole

I'm tired I'm tired I need to outgrow

Everything that I know

& whatever I have been shown

I've finally let go