the day it changed, stayed the same

"Only one way to find out"

She said and the goosebumps started to spread

"Can you do it and stick to the end?

Are we over are we friends?"

Reply to every message hoping the feelings will blend

You can't have secrets if you can't lie

"Say all the words you have in your heart"

Don't hold yourself back because it's me

"You gave me more to miss like that last kiss"

And honesty was always our number one premise

How many infinite hours did i spend guessing?

And i cried last night when i realized

You are in love- and the kiss

You memorized me in every single way you can

And that is so frustrating cuz we can't make it out of friends

Don't you do that where i ask

Something and you don't wanna answer

So you smirk and you jerk your head back and you

Look around as if anywhere

Else had something to look at but you can't keep your eyes off me

And i won't deny i love it i love that you're in love with me

Maybe if we tried we would be alright;

Ostracized from each others lives

Melancholic feelings all the time

Palms are sweaty i can't hide

Oracles getting it right

So now i give you space

We don't text we don't call for a few days

And we both hate it

I can hear it in your voice

That you're painted grey in your room

In your head all day

You hate that place but you love it dearly

But you love it better when it's common space

Do you need some air?

So you're underwater now?

Do you need some space?

Astronauts prolly want you in their case

But all i needed was for you to stay

I can't even read in between my own lines anymore

I'm uncertain of what is

And what is not

"You gave me more to miss like that last kiss"

And honesty was always our number one premise