I've been sitting on a secret

And I don't think I can keep it anymore

I've been hiding out in northern California

Where nobody knows who I was before

Where they won't judge me in the morning

We were counting down

The music stopped

We were waiting for the ball to drop

I closed my eyes and I leaned in

I kissed a boy

And I know it's not what you wanted to hear

And it wasn't on your bingo card this year

Well, it wasn't on mine

I fell in love

And it wasn't with who I thought it would be

And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me

His lips were soft

I had no choice

I kissed a boy

Laying my cards on the table

I'll admit, I don't know how to label it

You can think that I'm a hypocrite, that's cool

I'm just following my heart, is what it is

And only time will tell

If I will or won't do this again

Maybe I've changed

Or maybe it's just him

But I leaned in

And kissed a boy

And I know it's not what you wanted to hear

And it wasn't on your bingo card this year

Well, it wasn't on mine

I fell in love

And it wasn't with who I thought it would be

And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me

His lips were soft

I had no choice

I kissed a boy

I kissed a boy

And I know it's not what you wanted to hear

And it wasn't on your bingo card this year

Well, it wasn't on mine

I kissed a boy