Lonely Soldier

I'm standing at the top of Mount Everest

And I'm closest to the heavens than I've ever been

And Ive been waiting

Reach out my hand and I'll show you how the weather is

And pray this rain can wash me of my innocence

If I said that I was on top of the world

I'd be lying lying lying

But I won't leave

I'm a lonely soldier

Searching for peace

And I don't need no revolver

For my ideology

You laughed at me cause you knew I was innocent

I was writing bars at home when you was on some women shit

Now I'm seeing 12 year olds acting how their mothers, did back in their 20s

and now they're trying to reminisce

They're like Bella why you walk with such a presence dear

Cause they thought that my respect cost a penny dear

And I ain't fucking with no people who got idle ears

Because my skin starts to burn when ever I get near

Im better on my own, Im better now I'm grown

Im better with the friends that they told me leave at home

I'm better with the people that just judge me on their own

They listen to the bars they tell me that I'm cold

And no I don't regret the choices I made on this road

I'm gonna take on any challenge anywhere I go

I'm learning to adapt and accept the highs and lows

I'm walking up the mountain surrendering my soul and finally letting go.

If I said that I was on top of the world

I'd be lying lying lying

But I won't leave

I'm a lonely soldier

Searching for peace

And I don't need no revolver

For my ideology

For my ideology

For my ideology