Every word you said

Spins around in my head

Til' I fucking lose it

That's how these nights always go

I'm overanalyzing just about every single word

I spread misery all the time

It's like I'm killing my, oh God, killing myself

Left all alone, just like you said

I have to find which way I need to turn

Self-destructive, out of line

Just like you told me the whole time

If I could re-live this miserable life

Maybe this time I'd get it right

I'm learning slowly, through all you told me

So hard to get it right now

Impulsive decisions, if only I didn't put it all on the line

Self-destructive, out of line

Just like you told me the whole time

If I could re-live this miserable life

Maybe this time I'd get it right

Only now can I finally see the stain

All this silence brings me clarity

There's nothing left here

Until you're near to me I will long for you

I will long for you

I will long for you

Self-destructive, out of line

Just like you told me the whole time

If I could re-live this miserable life

Maybe this time I'd get it right

Now all this silence brings me clarity

There's nothing left here

Until you're near to me I will long for you

I will long for you

I will long for you