It took a while for me to feel emotion

And it's a silent story it's told in motion

I wished they climb it for me, but it's my life

It's not the kinda story you could pick a highlight

I just climb just to fall that way

It's the same damn high I chase

Once I reach it, will I finally get a name

No I'm full of it, it's nothing but a game

It's the same damn high I chase

I'm just nothing but another damn waste

Oh it's nothing but another damn game

I see in grayscale the color fell away

When you're sick of me, don't you fake another year girl

I'm surviving with a bottle full of Everclear

I'm pouring bleach into my eyes so I can fake a tear

'Cause I don't feel an ounce pain it's just another year

I say I'm better here to stop the questioning I fear

'Cause you'll ask if I'm okay, don't make me lie dear

I'm really not too good at being honest

And I'm not too sure that the truth is what you wanted

I can't be too sure

No, I can't be too sure

I can't be too sure

I been in the background way too long

Singing old songs while I'm pouring this Salt

Lost in my brain but the brain just fog

Started in the Winter won't end 'till Fall

Back to the calls of my faults

Old friends lost yeah I lost them all

Vision turned gray since the last you called

Turn another stone it's the same damn song