I keep falling back in love with you

I wanna leave I need to leave because I only lose

I thought everything would change at higher altitudes

But it all just stays the same I don't know what to do

I put too much time into kicking rocks

I been telling lies just to hold me up

If I say it's fine, would you leave me now

'Cause I'll say it's not if you wanna talk

I know it's not you, I know that it's me

And we always fight, you're needing your peace

Thought I'm on top I'm only beneath

I'm thinking to stop but it's all that I need

Please don't get too close around

I will only hold you down

Watch the sky get colder now

Feel the wind and hear the sound

All the hums to lead you out

The Sirens moved to higher ground

Share my thoughts like way too much

And now I need to shut them out

As the rain falls down, it's a burial

Six feet down then we buried you

By the water all my grief made an Ocean

Put my head underneath I'm not floating

Every single minute, I been thinking bout the way that I'll spit it

How can I spin it, I admit it's been getting to a pattern but I'll turn it to a rhythm

Praying that'll get 'em

You've always been there when I'm sad, or when I'm mad

When I'm glad I had bad times, laugh and make a track

When I think about that, this microphone could know my past

Better than my friends do, better than my friends do

Better than my friends do

My best friend is the DAW that I talk to

My close friends are the VSTS

And I been working hard making melodies

I been tryna take it to the next degree

Even Guardin said '25's for me

I can't let 'em down I got to cook this week

Got work in the morning but I might not sleep

I keep falling out of love with you

I wanna stay I need to stay because it's coming soon

I know everything will change when I finally move

It won't always be the same if I keep pushing through

I just need more time to be making songs

I'm saying no more lies, I'm gonna make it out

I'll make these rhythms mine, they won't hold me down

Grab my bag and climb, reach the top and shout, "I did it"

Let me take a trip with you

You deserve it all 'cause you get me through every severance

Tell me why'd you stay when they all went away

I owe it all to you, now the mountain shares your name