Living on expectation

I'm never living up to hate

I'm tryna find my piece of grace

It's time to get stoic so I practice patience

Living on the expectations

They expected me to kill my other half

Expectations made me wonder where's my past

Say I'm an artist there's so many who just lie

Never had nobody I could talk about my past

They say it's lonely at the top but it's been lonely at the bottom

Not so many off my block but they don't see that as a problem

**** 12 and with a Glock

They be growing off this robbing

All these kids will keep on clutching

I just wonder how I solve it

Cause I relate those expectations had me jogging

My favorite rapper

Keep on telling me to pop it

If they talking shit

Then you should go and rock it

But if I go and take your life

Could you just tell me what that's solving

Living on expectation

Never living up to hate

Tryna find my piece of grace

This time we getting slower so I practice patience

Wonder where I'd be

I know success it ain't free

And even worse it ain't cheap

But I ain't scared to take a jump know I enjoy all of the leaps

They expected me to give up where I am

But if I give up would I be the type of man

With no limits put it all inside my hands

I just wanna teach the world but they ain't giving me a chance

Just got in the water and I'm bout to make a splash

This ain't for money man I'm barely making cash

Hope you feel sunny when you go to hear me rap

Tryna make a feeling get that savage out your hat

I said I once was in the streets

But now I'm rapping all this happiness

Know some people peep that shit

And gon think that that's some sappy shit

I would agree if I was 16

Still believing in my blasting and shit

But as I'm keep on getting older

All these streets been seeing no wackin shit

Lose your brother to that pilly that's some trapping shit

Other brother gon do 50 why this happening

He with his bro now that **** get to ratting quick

Wonder why he never called but it's too late he causing tragedy

You're hitting licks, mama said you can't play tron

You hitting licks momma said you can't play truant

Dropped out of school oh really wonder what you doing

**** talk about the school you hate to feel like you was losing

You don't even ever care for where you leave, it's your eyes

Had no mask, man, I thought they was Josh

You don't even have a care for where you leaving shit rotting

I know mass man I thought they was Josh

That shit was off to make me think you was stupid for pop

Living on a expectation

Never living up to that hating

Tryna find my place in this greatness

But this time we getting slower

So I practice patience

They expected me to kill my other half

Ex pec ta tions

Made me wanna waste my time

Say I'm an artist

When I just started

Been thinking bout the revolutionaire

Evolution in the air and in my body

That's cause times is changing changing changing

Breaking from these chains and

Breaking from this slavery

They just want my brain brain brain

I see why they be hating

Know they wanna take me