I’ve been laying in bed

Not thinking about anything

Except how i’m feeling dramatic

For feeling everything

Seeing love through a lens

That never made any sense

I’m running in circles

til i’m dizzy again

I’m tracing patterns on the back of your neck

While you hold your breath

So am i an optimist?

Cause i never thought to quit

I loved you to pieces

But couldn’t complete them

So maybe someone else should try

Yeah this winter's been long

But your planting your garden

And i’ve been growing something of my own

Becoming someone i wasn’t

Woke up and all of the sudden

I’ve got a couple of flowers to show

Still all this time

Re-tracing patterns

From the back of your neck

But there’s nothing left

So am i an optimist?

Cause i never thought to quit

I loved you to pieces

But couldn’t complete them

So maybe someone else should try

You’re acting different but i still feel the same

Yeah you’re indifferent but i still feel the same

And losing you could not change the way

Loving you is in my DNA

So am i an optimist?

Cause i never thought to quit

I loved you to pieces

But couldn’t complete them

So maybe someone else should try

And now it’s getting harder to breathe

Overthinking cause i don’t think that i really believe

Something like loving someone so completely

could happen two times in my life