I'll take it one day at a time

Until i'm old and out of patience

And i'll live alone until i've grown

And sobered up out of my anger

I'm sorry for the lies I spread

And the things I said to you

Would you believe me if I

Tried my best

Or am I still dead to you

There's so much i've been meaning to say

And I just can't wait

Any damn longer

And my biggest mistake

That i'll never shake

Was looking over my shoulder

Heard the devil talk and he blamed it all

On you when it was all on me

My insecurities

A part of my anxiety

Had half control of me

And every good thing I had done

Was tainted by the bad

No matter how hard I would try

To keep my anger back

It only made you scared of me

Though I was younger then

That doesn't mean I didn't do

The things I often did

And if I could go turn back the clock

And heal your heart again

Who knows if I could ever change

I might just recite

Lies I spread

And the things I said to you

Would you believe me if I

Tried my best

Or am I still dead to you

There's so much i've been meaning to say

And I just can't wait

Any damn longer

And my biggest mistake

That i'll never shake

Was looking over my shoulder

Heard the devil talk and he blamed it all

On you

On you on you on you

Heard the devil talk and he blamed it all

On you

On you on you on you

Heard the devil talk and he said all the

Lies I spread

And the things I said to you

Would you believe me if I

Tried my best

Or am I still dead to you

Heard the devil talk

And he blamed it all on you