Contract

Lately I been talking to the walls

They don't talk back

Voice in my head

Got me lost inside the contrast

Tryna find the light

But it's hidden in the far back

Devil in my ear

Tryna trick me with a contract

Drowning in the deep end

Sipping where the sharks at

Feeling like I left

But they all want my heart back

Living on the edge

And I hope that I fall back

Take away my pain and my dark past, yeah

Sip this lean, too clean, I know

Drugs ain't no good for my soul

Bringing up my seretonin

Next few days I'm feeling hopeless

I feel hate, and when I pop another pill

I start to feel great

All my days start to feel like a dark haze

Medicate in dark ways

Pop another pill for the hard days, yeah

All I think about is drugs

Shawty say that she in love

Got no trust for someone who doesn't give a fuck

Wouldn't sober up for a bitch I don't trust

Wouldn't sober up, so I pop another one

I swear my fucking legs hurt

These drugs just make my fucking head hurt

Remembering her in my sweatshirt

Lately I been talking to the walls

They don't talk back

Voice in my head

Got me lost inside the contrast

Tryna find the light

But it's hidden in the far back

Devil in my ear

Tryna trick me with a contract

Drowning in the deep end

Sipping where the sharks at

Feeling like I left

But they all want my heart back

Living on the edge

And I hope that I fall back

Take away my pain and my dark past, yeah

Been drowning in smoke, my lungs collapse

Tryna breathe deep but you keep pulling me back

Yeah, I'm stuck in the past

All this weight on my shoulders been hurting my back

See my own reflection but the glass got cracks

Yeah I keep losing my track

Voices in my head telling me what I lack

Voices in my head telling me how to act

Late nights the words keep me awake

I take time but I know that I'ma drift away

Heart full of scars that I know won't fade

Try to numb it all but the high won't stay

So I just smoke another one

Get high, just toke another blunt

I'm fried but the high ain't enough

Been talking to myself, got my head locked up

Lately I been talking to the walls

They don't talk back

Voice in my head

Got me lost inside the contrast

Tryna find the light

But it's hidden in the far back

Devil in my ear

Tryna trick me with a contract

Drowning in the deep end

Sipping where the sharks at

Feeling like I left

But they all want my heart back

Living on the edge

And I hope that I fall back

Take away my pain and my dark past, yeah