It's so hard for me

to tell you the way you make me feel

And I know how bad I am at healing

But I try and try

And you never notice I am

Maybe I'm not enough

But I wish I were for you

You said we shouldn't talk

I said I didn't want that

How could I?

I'm so afraid of losing you

I can't live through 2022

Again

Again

I know I'm happier when I'm not with you

And I think you are too

But what can I do?

Should I let you go?

I can't even consider that option

You said we shouldn't talk

I said I didn't want that

How could I?

I'm so afraid of losing you

I can't live through 2022

(Again)

I beg you

Don't make me feel that blue

(You said we shouldn't talk)

(I said I didn't want that)

(And it hurts me

Knowing how you don't even care)

(I can't)

(I can't)

(I can't)