Waiting all my life just to try an do some better things

Always in the mist of trouble seems to always follow me

More than just some bad decisions man this life is like a prison

Stuck inside my head with all the could've should've would've's i

Feeling like it's karma just finally catching up to me

All the wrong made couldn't even write up half of these

Words I'm thinking on my mind think I'll keep em till I die

I don't wanna spill em or go and take up all your time

Think its just some therapy

Cause I'm the one who's helping me

Get through all this trauma

Go and fix up all the broken strings

Love hurts but it never comes first

Always scared of failing so I always put in damn work

Over over time my relationships decline

Cause I'm steady aiming higher and they just way outside the line

Targets that their aiming for

Simple minders out the door

Ima fucking get rich

Tired of this being poor

Ain't no time to waste I'm in a permanent race

Against myself against the time against these bills I gotta pay

But ain't nobody gonna help me when I need a hand

So I get my fucking ass up and try again

I always hear your times coming don't you give it up

But don't forget about us when you make it famous

Only if they knew it's really up to you

If I make it past the studio lights in my room

Cause the tickets gotta sell merchandise on the shelf

And the streams don't pay for any of the bills

But damn I really gotta feeling that it's coming soon

Been waiting for awhile now i finally feel the groove

Relate I hope you can but that's outa my hands

I'm just tryna run a plan show you how I really did

What they said that I couldn't do laughing but that's only you

My confidence don't break a sweat cause the work I put in do

Handing out my check with these stickers but I bet

It'll all pay off when they go and take a check

At what I do I'm killing tunes and post it up just for the view

Feeling like I'm someone else's cause the old me wasn't cool

Waiting all my life just to try an do some better things