And yeah i miss you

But glad as fuck you're not here

Because big doe eyes with a fat ass is my only weakness

Now i know you were lying half the time you were breathing

I know you fight demons

But you gone need a better reason

You messed my heart up trying to get inside my brain

Trying to feel me out when i never ran you no game

I gave you all of me genuinely

I thought we had chemistry

How much of that was genuine, B?

And yeah, sometimes I wish I could

Call the girl that I fell in love with

But I don't think she exists

It makes me sick to my stomach

Still trying to wrap my head around what we just did

When you hit me with the bullshit

That would make things come to an end

Now all I have left is a painting and a slow jam

Sometimes I think to bang your line

But I could never do it, damn

You need to grow and I can't give you any more tears

Don't tame a different kind of rain

If you gon' bloom sincere

Ooh, I'm glad it's over

Ooh, but I wouldn't trade it

No, I would never take it back

Never take it back, no

Ooh, and we're both gettin' older

Ooh, so if I cannot tame it

You're just a fuckin' heart attack

Fuckin' heart attack

Fuckin' heart attack

Taking a look back

I can see that you were never good for me but When it happened I

Couldn't believe you could rip me apart So ravenously

Put Me back in my seat sickening images vivid I'm livid off my

Memories I get what I need love drugs I hoping to bleed cause I need

A release, the stainless next to my face

Releasing the safety next to my brain, believe

I'm a monster, nothing has changed, this mirror

Is showing me something I ain't, what have

I become, depressed, with an affliction deep in

My chest, thinking about slitting my wrists

And bleeding the death, they'll find me asleep in

My bed, covered in red, covered in silk

Unnoticed for days, just an illusion up on display

Cloaking the rage, closer to breaking, living encaged

, living my life, getting my wages shit, every

Goddamn day's the same, every goddamn day's

A pain, can't take no goddamn breaks, ooh

I'm glad it's over, ooh, but I wouldn't trade

It, no, I would never take it back, never

Take it back, no, and we're both getting older

So if I cannot tame it, you're just a fucking heart attack

Fucking heart attack, fucking heart attack

Ooh, I'm glad it's over

Ooh, but I wouldn't trade it

No, I would never take it back, never take it back, no

But we're both getting older

Ooh, so if I cannot tame it

You're just a fucking heart attack

Fucking heart attack

Fucking heart attack