Maybe it's lust for ache

And I'm just fucking the feelings and questions that cut me

Soaking in, the rapture I've wrapped all around me

Self hate, self obsessed

I'm selfish and self oppressing

Let me know when it's time to go

I've been waiting

Not an opinion, there it is

Your ghost showed up in the mirror

Gets harder to mention, it never ends

You won't get rid of the fear of

No one will miss you, there it is

Someone, no one will remember

Hope sick, haven't seen any smoke lifting

Despair wouldn't dare press a needle in me

The wounds underneath the sutures will never heal

People will always leave

Self hate, self obsessed

I'm selfish and self oppressing

Don't let me know

Just leave me alone

I can't both love you and hate me

Not an opinion, there it is

Your ghost showed up in the mirror

Gets harder to mention, it never ends

You won't get rid of the fear of

No one will miss you, there it is

Someone, no one will remember

No one will remember

You hold on, I'll let go

You move ahead and know I won't follow

I've tried but this is just how the end goes

Not an opinion, maybe I looked too close

The devil in tears is all I see

Leave me to drown in the flames

So now you can breathe

Not an opinion, there it is

Your ghost showed up in the mirror

Gets harder to mention, it never ends

You won't get rid of the fear of

No one will miss you, there it is

Someone, no one will remember

Not an opinion, there it is

Your ghost showed up in the mirror

Gets harder to mention, it never ends

You won't get rid of the fear of

No one will miss you, there it is

Someone, no one will remember