Uh, uh, fade into obscurity

Yeah, I'm not the type for purity

And carefully I tip-toe through adversity

With verses I hold close to me

My mind's a glass house with no windows

They're throwing stones but it's been a while since I been home

Nobody reaching out I, forgot my ringtone

I haven't been outside I, feel like the sun's low

Feel like the wind's cold, feel like the grass don't grown

I sit with darkness in an empty room full of regrets

Wish they picked apart my brain to see what's wrong with it

Burnt out

Head is pounding, hands are shaking

Stomach cramping, I can't change it, stay complacent, crying faces

So loud

So loud, all surrounding me in case I try to flee

Screaming that I won't be free, oh wow

Oh wow, guess I found my own style

Wasting time crying bout wasted time, oh wow

Tell me to dive in water you wont dip you feet in

Tend make me wanna question for different reasons

Sleeping on your dreams when you say you wanna reach em

Life is not a breeze so be aware of what you breathe in

I, stare at my reflection in the waves

My reflection is ashamed

My perception of love will never be the same

Stare at my reflection in the waves

Uh, uh, fade until a blurry piece

Yeah, till it's all a blur to me

The stomach turning words I speak, hyperbole

Picture perfect portrait of me

I painted with my core beliefs, I layered insecurity

I stretched out my maturity, I colored what I cannot see

The texture of my traumas bleed, the shadow in the corner breathes

I made what I deserve to be

Maybe I found my purpose see

Two-faced people only look at you through one eye

Sometimes they can't see your depth so they judge, I

Can put 2 and 2 together foresight, I'm

Tongue tied, lungs tired of breathing air that's on fire

Life in hell is hell of a life and I live for the hell of it

words touch my mouth and melt the ground like ice

Eyes, they find every time I try to hide

Why, do I want to die but still survive

Tell me to dive in water you wont dip you feet in

Tend make me wanna question for different reasons

Sleeping on your dreams when you say you wanna reach em

Life is not a breeze so be aware of what you breathe in

I, stare at my reflection in the waves

My reflection is ashamed

My perception of love will never be the same

Stare at my reflection in the waves