Alone in my head again

I try to talk about it

When I try to describe this feeling

I fail to speak it's meaning

Why am I sexualized?

Why am I politicized?

Half truths and rough lies make it hard to live my life

Floating in the air

Watching life with a thousand eyes

If you wanna view my eyes

You'll need a bubble to pass me by

Alone in the air

To feel at one, I hope and stare

I wanna feel like a normal girl or a normal boy

Nothing in between cant help fulfill neurotypical joy

All this talk of protect like I am a china doll

Can you be more direct

That Ill never get to feel your joy at all

Floating in the air

Watching life with a thousand eyes

If you wanna view my eyes

You'll need a bubble to pass me by

Alone in the air

To feel at one, I hope and stare

Feeling I'm floating looking at you all

Embracing others love comes with a cost

Floating in the air

Watching life with a thousand eyes

If you wanna view my eyes

You'll need a bubble to pass me by

Alone in the air

To feel I'm one, I stop and stare