They must have seen it in my face or somethin'

Or felt it in my vibe or somethin' 'cause

'Cause it was like, "Ayy, Rowdy, ayy, bro"

"Rowdy, are you okay? Is everything fine, dog?"

Not really, no, J, but never mind, dog

My mom birthed me, my bitch hurt me

The pain killed me, but the drugs healed me

"Rowdy, are you okay? Is everything fine, dog?"

Not really, no, J, but never mind, dog

My mom birthed me, my bitch hurt me

The pain killed me, but the drugs healed me

I moved past that, it can't hurt me

I won't backtrack it, it ain't worth it

It's stackin' up now, I'm underneath the surface

Six feet deep, tell them devils unearth me

I, I work hard, it's sweatin' my eyelids

No more school, I had to say, "Bye, kids"

It's gettin' hectic, it's dangerous back where I live

Drive-by, six-year-old, hmm, damn, bye, kids

I ain't runnin', duckin', hopin' I live

All my homies, cousins know what I did

I get to buckin, bustin', close one eyelid

Tryna hit something, get revenge for my kid

"Rowdy, are you okay? Is everything fine, dog?"

Not really, no, J, but never mind, dog

My mom birthed me, my bitch hurt me

The pain killed me, but the drugs healed me

"Rowdy, are you okay? Is everything fine, dog?"

Not really, no, J, but never mind, dog

My mom birthed me, my bitch hurt me

The pain killed me, but the drugs healed me

You could bet it, they, they gon' regret it

I, I pop up on 'em when they least expect it

Let me tell you somethin', I, I got to keep it G

I feel guilty 'cause them bullets were meant for me

I'm the one who brings sin and crime to the block

The children, that's the sunshine of the block

The hollow-point 9 was mine that he cocked

Heart landed in my stomach, it's a heavy rock

I just talked to my kids, it's been a while

Actually, it's been a lil' more than a while

"Daddy, guy, hi, why don't you visit us?"

Days go by, I try, they leave me in the dust

Tears in eyes, I try to smile anyway

I'd walk a thousand miles to see you any day

I close my eyes, see your face each and every day

I just need one more chance, I'll change my every way

But daddy's baby girls, it's just too late

I got out the state, you got swept away

I couldn't count all the nights that I wept away

But now I found a mic and I found a better way

I jump on a track and let my soul bleed

All my friends from back then, they don't know me

Consequence from action, God showed me

Load the blick, I catch him slippin', l'ma murk the old me

Uh, all I think about is you too

I love you

I wanna give a shout-out to all the homies, all the dead homies

Anybody that's ever looked out for me in the streets

Anybody that's ever looked out for me ever

My family, my music industry family, and God

And my twin baby girls

You'll make me a better man than I ever could be

Uh

All I think about is you

All I think about is you