I wake up to a stranger's head

Laying on pillow where you used to rest yours

It's been lonely inside my bed

Sometimes I find that I need to outsource

It's been a while since I've seen you

And I do not mean to bring back all the things we were

It's just that I find it hard to continue without you to keep me warm

Oh, I'm just a little bit torn

Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn

I wake up, 4 cups of coffee

Still use that machine you bought me

So I can save some money

And I still think it's funny how

After three months, still getting over speed bumps

Like deleting all our pictures and not taking new ones

I should control it, I know that I could move on

It's just that you make me feel so

Alive and then wish I was never born

Ho, ho, I'm just a little bit torn

Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn

(I'm just a little bit torn)

Where do we go from here?

I wish I knew the answers

I'm living my life in fear

Of going on new adventures

I wish I wasn't so used to waking up to you laying beside me

But if you're not looking then you'll never find me

It won't take too long for me to be strong

And really start living more

But I could be wrong, I hate moving on

And losing what we had before

Oh, I'm just a little bit torn

Oh, oh, I'm just a little bit torn