I find myself over thinking bout it

neglecting my own

Trying to help with everyone else’s problems

And that’s on me

Gotta to find peace

After all I knew is gone

Who do you turn to

When the one you thought was everything

Doesn’t think of you at all

Innuendos of the fall

Blurred vision from the fog

Contemplating all the rights and wrongs

forward motion through the highs and lows

OG told me keep it playa Youngblood don’t stress that’s just how life goes

As I appreciate this moment Of clarity

I feel the pain in his eyes as he speaks to me

Years of bottled up emotions

Stick to the script get ya money

Da only focus

While I take heed cause I know you mean well

 I learned over time

gotta express ya self if nothing else

What the world mean to you

Fuck a life scale

Trying to Balance resilience

While letting go of traumas felt

Showing more grace for me

Can’t complaining about the cards dealt

No people pleasing

overcompensating

everyone else

Shit I Lost hope

I’m guessing time will tell

Healing out loud cause in silence I almost lost myself