You kill me from the inside

I'm still surprised I'm still alive

I don't believe feelings die

I was never good at goodbyes

It's been a year; time flies

Had me dancing with suicide

I realised I lost my mind

Cause I think about you all the time

You kill me from the inside

I'm still surprised I'm still alive

I don't believe feelings die

I was never good at goodbyes

It's been a year, time flies

Had me dancing with suicide

I realised I lost my mind

Cause I think about you all the time

I smile in public but I fall apart in closed doors

I think I'm healing but I'm hurting, guess I'm not sure

Way too many scars like jumped from the top floor

Heartbroken many times reason I don't want more

You left a folder of photos and bunch of memories

To be honest I'm not fine but I pretend to be

Every night I sit and think of what we could've been

When I think about our past it feels like fantasy

You kill me from the inside

I'm still surprised I'm still alive

I don't believe feelings die

I was never good at goodbyes

It's been a year, time flies

Had me dancing with suicide

I realised I lost my mind

Cause I think about you all the time

You kill me from the inside

I'm still surprised I'm still alive

I don't believe feelings die

I was never good at goodbyes

It's been a year, time flies

Had me dancing with suicide

I realised I lost my mind

Cause I think about you all the time