The feeling’s gone

The feeling’s lost

I can’t express the hopelessness

Thinking about the endless cost

And why can’t I

Why can’t I find a way to blur the line

Between reality and peace

That’s what I want but I just can't seem to find

The feeling’s gone

The healing’s lost

I want reality to fall in line

Why won’t reality fall in line?

All these thoughts won’t let me live

I don’t want a quick fix just to be

Numb and fearless, safe to say

I don’t want a quick fix just to be me

And what about all of those things you said

And what about the things you did

To pave a way for me to walk above it all

Was that for now or just a future outside of these cold walls?

I want to trust that there’s a real place

I want to live inside a real space

Where my mind is free, and I can live and breathe without these quick fixes

Live and breathe without these quick fixes

My hope is falling away

And I don’t want to complain

But could you give me a chance

To live without all of this?

Without all of this

I want to believe

Give me a chance

All these thoughts won’t let me live

I don’t want a quick fix just to be

Numb and fearless, safe to say

I don’t want a quick fix just to live

All these thoughts won’t let me live

I don’t want a quick fix just to be

Numb and fearless, safe to say

I don’t want a quick fix just to be me