Uh, no surprise, no surprise, I was living in disguise

I was living in denial, felt like I was put on trial

With the world in my palms, felt like I done had it all

Having dreams, waking up, nightmares, I would fall

Where was I? I was lost, I was gone out of sight

Out of mind, but I knew I'd find my way back to the light

Help me see, help me breathe, help me put it all at ease

Give me peace, give me her, and give me everything I earned

I was stressed, real depressed, at my lowest, I feel best

How is that making sense? Turn our dollars into dreams

On a ultra-light beam, so it seems, so it seems

Take me far through the journey, let me heal from the burns

From the scars, from the tears, and from all that I fear

When in doubt, I'll be here, I'll be near 'til it's clear, until it's gone

Until I'm gone

Don't go and change on me

I know it's hard for you to let go

I thought I lost you, and I found myself caving through the wall

Some things don't feel the same

Tears roll down my eyes, it rains, it rains

Pray that I change

Uh, I try to make it better, I try to keep it clever

I try to pick up where I left with all the broken letters

It's cold, I need a sweater, well, could you lend me yours?

My tears feel like the ocean, when they rain, it pours

I think I need a second, so let me take a pause

From all that's working up, here's a round of applause

For those who need it most, that shall never boast

But I still make a toast in light of all you gave

To a heart filled with gold and a heart filled with pain

Nothing feels the same, I mean it shouldn't, right?

How do you rest at night? Used to take sleeping pills

But now I'm fully healed, I mean, I'm getting there

Was never easy, but I'm working on it, yeah, I swear

And if I find you there, I hope it's never late until you're gone

Well then, I'm gone

Don't go and change on me

I know it's hard for you to let go

I thought I lost you, and I found myself caving through the wall

Some things don't feel the same

Tears roll down my eyes, it rains, it rains

Pray that I change