You are the worst

Riding round your block I got that heart stopper (yeah yeah yeah)

Yo bitch leave for me

Because she loves herself a pill popper (pop pop pop)

Dual wield choppas Call of Duty

Yeah gripping on that Uzi (bah bah bah)

She said she got a homie for my bro

There's only two seats in the coupe

Driving seeing double I don't know what I should do (what should I do)

Way too fucking high shit I think I'm boutta puke (yeah yeah)

Fucking with my family all them shooters boutta shoot (bah bah bah)

Thought that hell was red but it's too hot the flames are blue

I don't wanna work away my life in 9 to 5s (nah nah)

Slowly lose my hope while the time is flying by (yeah yeah)

Always fucking miserable and wishing that I'd die (die die)

Looking in the mirror point the gun between my eyes

Pull the trigger (yeah yeah)

Look into shadows see the figures (aye aye)

Bodies all disfigured smell of body rot lingers (what what)

I know it's not that deep but I'm still an overthinker (yeah yeah)

Drowning out my thoughts numb the pain with all the liquor yeah

Chasing all my dreams is plan A suicide is plan B

Finally off them drugs now it's hard for me to eat (yeah yeah)

Been awake for days I can never fucking sleep (nah nah nah)

All these fucking thoughts inside my head are like a leech

Yeah my energy been draining

Don't feel real I'm drained (drained drained)

Popping medication it's been fucking with my brain (brain brain)

Disassociation makes my life feel just like a game

I'm in my own world til I hear them say my name (what's my name?)

Running out of options gotta find new ways to cope (ways to cope)

Blacking out my lungs

When I'm inhaling all this smoke (all this smoke)

Remember when I googled how to tie that fucking rope (tie the rope)

Hoping that it'd show me so I'd finally find my home (find my home)

All my past decisions fucking with my health (yeah yeah)

Doing what I can with these cards that I was dealt (aye aye)

Come into my mind and you can feel it for yourself (what what)

I managed to escape all the burning pits of hell