I'm disappointed in my own mind

Never take my own advice

And always asking for the time

Ask me how I'm doing then I'm alright

Way I park my arse upon this double yellow line

You would've thought I need a fine

I need a ticket where I'm going

Let me take a moment fore' I pick up thoughts

I left all on the floor because my heart is still unloading

Lost in all this motion and this sickness isn't going soon

Nausea from the potent fumes of terrified ambition

What if I succeed in perfect vision?

Grass is always greener where you isn't

What if failing means you only listen?

Sitting on the sidelines, you wonder what you're missing

I've been looking for it but it's missing

Staring at the stars and I've been wishing

Hear it in my head but I don't know my ears are ringing

Don't wanna make a mess but I've been falling I've been slipping

I've been looking for it but it's missing

Staring at the stars and I've been wishing

Hear it in my head but I don't know my ears are ringing

Don't wanna make a mess but I've been falling I've been slipping

I've been falling, I've been slipping too much

Letting go, it ain't that easy, see I bolted it shut

Mum said I'm loyal to a fault it ain't my fault that I trust

You wait to hit gas, man I bring the bite to the clutch

And fuck the kickback, no you couldn't pay me to stop

I know I need that cause if I didn't write then I'd drop

Down to the level where I know that I'm not

Worthy of life at the top, I love the things that I got

It doesn't mean I ain't been wanting more

But if I did the most I'd start to wonder what I'm living for

Staring out the window of an open door

What's the point in living if your dreams are now a second thought

How can I be driven If I never have to start the walk

I know I have to start the talk and stop the whisper

Cuz' quiet words were never heard by souls

It makes you want a listener

Turning up the heat, your mind'll blister

Trapping underneath, there's no release

From what you might have thought was simpler

Look

I've been looking for it but it's missing

Staring at the stars and I've been wishing

Hear it in my head but I don't know my ears are ringing

Don't wanna make a mess but I've been falling I've been slipping

I've been looking for it but it's missing

Staring at the stars and I've been wishing

Hear it in my head but I don't know my ears are ringing

Don't wanna make a mess but I've been falling I've been slipping

Searching, finding I, can't rewind this

I can't aim might miss, I can't take that risk

I'm searching, finding I, can't rewind this

I can't aim might miss

I can't take that risk, no