Running away and hiding

19 and fevered with desire

21, lifetime it froze

Now I'm no better than I used to be

I wear that same old sweater

It still fits so comfortably

And I'm not good to talk to

Had to withdraw until

I thought I saw you

Calling me back to you

I wait in place

With a blank face and out of focus

Let the moment go unnoticed

The face you make

So you're beaming at your lowest

Are you feeling what's below us?

The pace you take

Replaced by a broken motion

Feels so confined, but nobody could know

Take me to somewhere else

Replacing everything I left beside her

I know too well

That I'm not good to talk to

Had to withdraw until

I thought I saw you

Calling me back to you

There's nothing I can do

Trapped here and a half a year disappear

I don't wanna be here, but I don't wanna leave

Running away another halfway built defense

Last year, I thought I made it clear

I don't wanna be here, but I don't wanna see

Another way, in this place, what's a candidate?

I'm not good to talk to

Had to withdraw until

I thought I saw you

Calling me back to you

We're talking through the blue

Calling me back to you

There's nothing I can't do