In the back of my mind I watch it fade The dream gets old Man I'm scared A thought once bright Has been switching shade And I don't know When I've been led astray I thought I'd shine Thougt I'd be great Now I'm pouring ether On this numbing pain And I'm always fine Yeah I'm always there But I'm still hoping for my life to change And I know I can't pretend To be more than what I am I've been worn, I've been used But I'll go again And I know I'm just a friend Telling you about how I feel Said I'm done, I refuse Can I try again ? I thought I'd shine Thougt I'd be great And I'm still hoping for my life to change