I've been grinding just to cover my bills

Pay insurance but can't pay for my pills

Don't feel right

Baby mama, she all up in my ear

Yelling, "How we gonna pay for these kids?"

I know she's right

Now I got a kid and how I'ma live?

Can't be ashamed of anything that I did

Let's get right

Ain't no glory unless you can commit

You catch a case and hope that they will acquit

That's how we ride

I'm living alone so I'll die by myself

I don't have to answer to anyone else

So give me a reason for me to believe in

While you serving Heaven, I'm ruling in Hell

I'm living alone so I'll die by myself

I don't have to answer to anyone else

So give me a reason for me to believe in

While you serving Heaven, I'm ruling in Hell

Like I don't care but the truth is I'm scared and yeah

Keep it inside, I can't put it out there, yeah

Trying hard, I swear to make my fair share

Just tryna put my whole damn circle on

Into wealthy earth squares

Take it back, take it back

Kill the force, stay a goner, tell me where you at

Coming and going, they're coming and leaving

Been in this world for the moment

Give me something to hold on to and something to believe in

Tell me why he's gun shy, he's cutting the fire, he's cutting the line

Tell me why he's gun shy, he's cutting the fire, he's cutting the line

Tell me why he's falling behind

Tell me why he's passing the time

Tell me why I'm losing my mind

Tell me why he's falling behind

Tell me why he's falling behind

Tell me why I'm passing the time

Tell me why I'm losing my mind

Tell me why I'm losing my mind

Coming and now I'm sick of it all

Tired of coming, I'm ready to fall

Nothing up his sleeve, doesn't know who to be

Nothing up his sleeve, doesn't know who to be

Wanna be something I believe

Shout out to the devil on my shoulders

For your mothers and cheers

And for the angels and demons

Wanna be something I believe

Yeah, yeah

Wanna be something I believe

Yeah, yeah

Wanna be something I believe

Yeah, yeah

Wanna be something I believe

Yeah, yeah

Wanna be something I believe