See, every life brings a moment of intense hatred

Body inseminated with foul thoughts and drained of patience

Most likely wait it out, paced with your dome

Facing the ground, chasing a cloud

Before you start thinking of lacing a crowd of people

With a round of bullets flying free

Visioning bodies dying in threes

Temperature dropping quickly from ninety-eight-six degrees

And their souls leaving their bodily shells

Well, you'd probably do well to flee the scene

Before the cops arrive and shoot you up until you rotting in Hell

I'm saying, I know that most of y'all relating

Either hatred flashbacks or subsequently losing it

**** without guns or those who used to using it

With index fingers locked in trigger-pulling positions

No matter which category you fit in, listen

It's a dark day, cluttered thoughts like crowds on Eastern Parkway

Trying to calm your heart for speeding, succeeding hardly

Your girl cheated on you with your cousin

Or she tells you that she's eating for two

And then you find out that she really wasn't

Your man hit on your mom, your dad dislocated your arm

For fighting with him when he knew he was wrong

Your boss fired you the week before the rent is due

Your wife lied to you, your husband caught him with a guy or two

You're trying to just not invoke the spirit of Satan into your hands

Do something you might regret 'cause something has gotta let

This demon is creeping up to the surface of your brain

Working overtime to plan escapes and running from your murder route

It's nervous, I've heard it before 'cause I've been there

Balanced on a thin line, ready to topple at any time or anywhere

Anytime, anywhere

Anytime, anywhere

'Cause love

So difficult, so live it up, just give it up

Let's switch it up to hate, let's bitch and fuss

You see, 'cause love is based on trust

And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith

I'd rather keep it safe and save face

So say your grace 'cause we just don't give a fuck

I hear the voices screaming of angels, the Devil's scheming

To crawl up my shoulders and just duke it out

Throw it up, puke it out, the pit of my stomach is bleeding

The shit that I'm thinking is turning me green and I'm losing it quick

Confusing random people walking with **** that I want to get back

The slack in my stride is heart-bopping

My feet knocking on pavement like I'm cracking it in fours

My mental map is way off course, Columbus style

My dental work is fake-out smiles

Hating myself for fading into the pit of the blackness

No anger management course can even switch the track

I'm thinking I'm sinking in deeper, me and the reaper chilling

Sipping shots of tequila while he's kicking it to women

Where's the ether?

Breathe the sulfur, the brimstone, fear of suffering alone

Not cheap, seeking company like Jim Jones

Recruiting clones in cliques and clans, the pick of the litter

The follow the leader that's sinking in quicksand

With no particular plan, I'm just slick with a sinister scam

Politicking, promising to deliver the land

'Til they're kissing the ring on the hand of the king, the gospel

Spreading like a venomous sting 'til my name in the tenements ring

Generous with nothing, greedy with the riches

For all the times I got beat in this business

Cheating on bitches, feeding the sickness

Like a cancer eating at your skin, leaving you tit-less, witless

Only Jehovah will witness, Satan is grinning

'Cause he's winning, loving the hatred

In this age where nothing is sacred

We covet thy neighbor's wives under the covers

They mothers lie naked with their daughters' babies' fathers

In the wake of modern-day horror, cities burn like Sodom and Gomorrah

Reoccurring nightmares might occur again at anytime or anywhere

Anytime, anywhere

'Cause love

So difficult, so live it up, just give it up

Let's switch it up to hate, let's bitch and fuss

You see, 'cause love is based on trust

And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith

I'd rather keep it safe and save face

So say your grace 'cause we just don't give a fuck

And when the change bring gases that you breathing and die

In the heat of the night, the streets are bright with heat seekers

In flight and Patriot missiles that

Whistle and streak through the skies

People fight for the rights and kiss their freedom goodbye

I don't love her, but I keep it inside and never speak of the times

I cheated, I just beat her and leave her believing the lies

I try to stop the leak in my eye, I cry for the weak who have pride

But won't see a piece of the pie

Who fall victim to the system and let it eat 'em alive

Listen, my mission is to sufficiently try

Not to lose a piece of my mind

And change to a deranged piece of a guy

And take aim at the ones that chain us by the feet and leave us to die

And told us the evilest lie

To the people, then fed 'em drugs and needles to get high

Conspiracy theory is clear to me

But when I speak, my people don't hear me

I'm getting followed by M.I.B

Constantly fearing retaliation for my revelation

I find myself panicking in a train station

My nation is racist, I hate this, I'm anxious

To take this Nickel Plate shit and blast my way out the Matrix

This world of fakeness is faceless

Face it, every life has its moment of intense hatred

'Cause love

So difficult, so live it up, just give it up

Let's switch it up to hate, let's bitch and fuss

You see, 'cause love is based on trust

And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith

I'd rather keep it safe and save face

So say your grace 'cause we just don't give a fuck

So difficult, so live it up, just give it up

Let's switch it up to hate, let's bitch and fuss

You see, 'cause love is based on trust

And I've been hurt too much to take that leap of faith

I'd rather keep it safe and save face

So say your grace 'cause we just don't give a fuck