he stays quiet ‘cause he knows i’ll bite

i talk loud when he’s not alright

every fear he hides, i keep it fed

every dream he has, i paint it red

he calls it coping, i call it fun

pull the plug before he sees the sun

i-i drag him down, yeah that’s the deal

'cause hurting him is the only time i feel real

'cause hurting him is the only time i feel real

i choke on words i never say

keep ‘em locked up, throw the key away

yeah i’m scared of what i feel inside

so i ghost myself before i even try

he stays quiet ‘cause he knows i’ll bite

i talk loud when he’s not alright

every fear he hides, i keep it fed

every dream he has, i paint it red

he calls it coping, i call it fun

pull the plug before he sees the sun

i-i drag him down, yeah that’s the deal

'cause hurting him is the only time i feel real

'cause hurting him is the only time i feel real

move on

move on

you are not even real

i dont care even u was here

you are not even real

i dont care even u was here